So, fall semester of 2009, my last semester as an undergraduate. I applied to the Fellowship program, all that was left to do was wait. The process to hear back, however, is a long one and the NYC Teaching Fellows like to take their time. So, I graduated, gave the commencement speech at graduation (see video section for footage of my speech) and decided to pursue music while I waited to hear from the Teaching Fellows. This time that I took to pursue music proved to be pivotal because it opened my eyes to what I really should be doing with my life... MAKING MUSIC! As I got deeper and deeper into the creative process, with the release of my first mixtape and singles and shows... I realized that if I got the job in New York it would be hard for me to say yes to it. I hadn't completely left behind my involvement and engagement with kids, I was still doing spoken word workshops in high schools and elementary schools every week, but I began feeling like making music has a more positive effect on youth and my peers than I ever had as a teacher and student of the youth.
So, what happened? I got the job, with benefits... $45,000 per year, in New York, plus money for grad school, plus healthcare... in an economy like this what more could you ask for? Well, you can ask to be young and bold. You can ask to do what truly makes you happy.
So, I followed my heart instead of playing it safe... I turned down the job. You might think I'm crazy, but in the words of a close friend "If you had come to New York, you wouldn't be doing what you're doing. You wouldn't have accomplished all that you have accomplished." I know I am blessed and privileged to have had the opportunity and truly look forward to working closely with the American education system to better the lives of today's youth, but I have always done me and that's how I remain level headed. "Let's nod to Minnesota but please don't take it wrong when I say I'm trying to be more than a local artist. You hold my past, I chose you as my Cape Canaveral, over the Big Apple the Africa of this hip-hop and my love for you lasts cause I'm always coming back to you. I couldn't live without the smell of polen from your lilocs..." I’m just getting started. Be ready.